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Oct. 1st, 2009

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I'm going to St. Augstine tomorrow afternoon with the bestie. I think I'll try and find my mom's stash in the morning. Or maybe a head shop in St. Augstine. Oh yea, I wanna go back out West. I also want to go on a road trip like now. Anyone wanna join me?

Sep. 22nd, 2009

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i'm not happy; i haven't been for awhile. i know how to change that but at the same time i don't. i need an unbiased shoulder to cry on, but i don't have one.

Sep. 21st, 2009

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i want a girl friends with benefits.

Sep. 14th, 2009

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I have four hours in between my two classes at East Campus. Today I sat outside, in the shade of course. My lovely Irish heritage decided that I should get a pretty decent sunburn for enjoying the breezy weather. Fabulous. Oh, and my mom can't even keep a cordon bleu in the oven long enough to look it all the way through. What a wonderful day. At least I can sleep in tomorrow.

Sep. 9th, 2009

Because I'm Feeling Vain...

and I assume that people who read my entries care (to some extent) about what I think. So here are my thoughts:
  • I think clothes are over rated. I'd rather wear nothing at all; plus it'd be a lot cheaper.
  • Improper grammar really grinds my gears; if I don't correct it out loud, then I'm definitely doing it in my head.
  • I struggle with spelling words correctly on the first try.
  • I have seven piercings, and plan on making it eight. I'll let you guess where they are, and where the final one will be.
  • I have three tattoos; each done in a different city, the last one was done at Precious Slut in Las Vegas, where "Sluts R People 2" I have at least four more tattoos planned. The only thing keeping me from getting them is my lack of money.
  • My lack of money is due mostly to my lack of motivation to find a job. It is also due to people canceling the babysitting jobs that I do get.
  • I have gallstones at the tender age of eighteen and will have to have my gallbladder removed in the days preceding Christmas.
  • I have a burning desire to go back to Las Vegas and live there for at least a month. The landscape is beautiful and diverse; not at all like Florida.
  •   <-- Looking down from the highest point in Death Valley.
  • <-- Coral sand dunes in Zion National Park.
  • The pictures don't do it justice.

Jul. 28th, 2009

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I'm always the one waiting. I wait for everyone and its starting to get to me. I'm not the kind of person who confronts others, but I really need/want to change this. Advice Please, from anyone and everyone.

Jul. 7th, 2009

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In the past four years, I've gotten more confrontational and less timid. I have the desire to hit a Lot of people, mostly people I went to school with and some family members. I need to blow off steam, hopefully I'll get to shot some guns off this week or at least have some raging sex, both preferably.

Jul. 5th, 2009

I need this release. Thank you for the urging, kinda.

I'm tired of the life I'm living;
I'm tired of my best friend bitching;
I'm tired of my mom always instructing;
I'm tired of feeling like I'm always whining.

I feel like crying more and more lately, which in turn makes me feel weak and I hate feeling weak. My best friend is a hypocrite. She complains about my boyfriend crashing our plans for the fourth, even though, when she had a boyfriend, he crashed our hang outs All The Time. And because I hate confrontation, I never said anything; instead I chose to keep everything bottled up inside, until it explodes, like a volcano. Except I've been dormant for so long, that some might say I'm extinct. Only, I'm not. One more remark about me choosing him over her will be the plates shifting that cause this volcano to erupt.

Jul. 4th, 2009

happy fourth

For whatever reason this is the only thing I feel is really note worthy of today:
I found my mom's pipes, as in more than one. I can't stop giggling. After 20 some old years, she's still tokin'. Once a stoner always a stoner. :] I love my mommy.

May. 16th, 2009

Today, I...

...made it over to Trav's in about half the time it should have taken me.
...figured out my arm muscles hurt from doing it doggie style.
...used my old old old cell phone because my current cell phone's charger decided to quit working.
...overheated my car, and shredded my fan belt in the process, with my lead foot on the way home from Trav's, sat on the side of I 4 for at least two hours waiting for AAA. Thankfully a Florida Highway Patrolman parked behind me for the latter half and basically made the tow truck come out because after an hour and a half, my call still wasn't processed. I currently am without car, which sucks especially since I have finals this week and want to be at school as little as possible. Hopefully we can find someone to fix it tomorrow and hopefully my dad will pay :]
cross your fingers pleaseeeeeeeeeeee

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