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because its a release.

I cried a lot and forcefully tonight because I've finally stopped lying to myself about why I'm not as happy as I've been. My eyes have that almost dried out feeling to them and my throat's kinda sore from coughing. I feel better now though. I'm going to make lists, as I love to make lists, about me and what makes me happy and a whole bunch of other things.
I'm done with acrylic nails. I want healthy nails. Instead of spending fifteen bucks every three weeks on a fill, I'm going to buy a bottle of nail polish and do my own nails instead. It's also smarter economically. I'm trying to save money. It isn't very easy.
I'm watching Kill Bill on tv, which kinda sucks since they take out/voice over all the good parts. Which reminds me that I should add The Departed to my birthday/Christmas list. I got fancy-ish this year with my list. I used hyperlinks for everything so people know exactly what I want. When I say people, I mostly mean my dad.
I really really really want to repaint my room. It doesn't have a cohesive feel to it at all. I really need a creative outlet. I miss my photo and ceramics classes that I took in high school. I think I might get some canvas from the craft store and do some paintings to hang in my room. Who knows though.

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I DONT LIKE TO POINT OUT OBVIOUS STUFF BUT THE FIRST PART OF THIS ENTRY IS ABOUT ME ISNT IT??? ??
?? IM NOT GOING TO JAIL AND WILL STILL BE IN YOUR LIFE SO CALM DOWN.
yes it is darlin'. i knew your attention to detail would figure it out in a heartbeat.
I think it's honestly because you are still a teenager because you guys almost commit suicide on a weekly basis.
um thanks...
its actually because i basically let myself down.
Is this because of that one thing??
that involved that thing with my life?
I THINK I KNOW WHAT THIS IS ABOUT BUT OKAY BE THAT WAY CAITY DROWN IN YOUR SORROW WHATEVER.
don't cry pumpkin! my friend threw me a lifesaver.
WELL I TRIED TO THROW YOU ONE BUT YOU DIDNT WANT MINE AND THATS A SHAME BECAUSE IT WAS A NCIE ONE WITH A PLEGIOSAURUS HEAD ATTACHMENT BUT OKAY WHATEVER.
aw man :[